Well, this is a semi-new blog and I am already slacking. Go figure. To be honest, I sort of forgot I had it until thoughts were bubbling inside of my head ready to explode and I realized I needed an outlet fast when suddenly I remembered my good ole blog. Fall semester has started and I am only taking 13 UC credit hours as well as my 4 independent study hours from MSU. The semester really isn't bad at all. It is probably one of the far better ones and would be nearly effortless for me if I didn't have an independent study organic chemistry class. I am also stressed to the max. because The University of Charleston has YET to give me my refund check. I am far from the greedy "kid" they think I am and really use that money for gas. They don't even have to give me all of it yet...just a little to put gas in my tank--that is all I ask. It isn't even like it is there money to 'not yet process.' It isn't coming out of their pockets at all. I worked and still work hard for what I get. I am in no way shape or form saying that I am entitled to money back, but I have it and because of that fact think that I deserve the refund check. So basically that is school and school stress. Brent (my fiance) started teaching and I am so proud of him for starting a 'big boy' job so soon after graduation! (: I don't think it is his top choice for a job, but we will see how it all goes later down the road. I also really wish my friends weren't so far away. I really don't have anybody when I am home and my mom is so obsessed with my brother and band that it is hard, and quite annoying, to talk to her. It just frustrates me that aside from my fiance, I am alone in the world. This makes me even more thankful of him and everything that he does for me.
OK, not sure what order that should have went in and I know it is the worst written passage I have ever written. I, however, do not feel like organizing things that aren't related to school. So there ya have it folks. My life. My mind--or at least what I am willing to share. There is a lot more that is on my mind, but there is no way I am going to write it down and no way that I am about to type things that would make people sympathetic or empathetic of me because then I would just feel pathetic. I got the randomness offa my brain so now I can go and focus on the hard stuff. A better post next time I promise, and hopefully in a timely fashion!
